dont fuck w me its been done b4
i hate and love that ive been thru so much
i love it bc i feel like i can filter thru all the bullshit and see thru people alot easier than my naive self used to be able (unable) to
but i hate it bc i come across as cold and distant, and i think its jaded me?? like its given me this false sense that no one is sincere, everyones faking their emotions and just trying to manipulate me.
its almost a curse bc its like am i seeing the truth or am i just assuming the worst? ill never be able to know the real truth until its too late
ignorance really is bliss and i wish i had that sense of innocence about me still
